Tuesday, 29 March 2016

The Silent Files - Destruction Of The Old Identity - Part 2

The Silent Files - Destruction of the Identity Part 2

(This post was left in the 'not good enough' pile of drafts in 2011, so much has changed since I posted, a re-birthing did take place and I became an author)

Releasing Your Identity Part 2 

Continued from Part 1 HERE


I know deep down there is gold within me. A divine quality I am yet to face. The worldly distractions need to be removed so I can really face who I am.

As such, the fears, the traumas, anything un-resolved rises to the surface. I notice extreme judgemental-ism and intolerance arising in me. It's funny, as the more aware I become of the bigger picture of life, the more intolerant I become of anyone not 'getting it'. And I must not judge myself about this for very little is written about 'the void' of the spiritual journey. It is part of the crumbling, a part of the ego's last hold.

As the illusions drop from our eyes, at first, frustration, resentment, judgement and intolerance will arise. We are the saint and the sinner all in one body. Positive thinking and positive tools and exercises merely sugar-coat what eventually we all must face - our whole self.

The Silent Files - Destruction Of The Old Identity - Part 1

The Silent Files - Destruction of the Identity Part 1

Release Your Identity Part 1

(This post was left in the 'not good enough' pile of drafts in 2011, so much has changed since I posted, a re-birthing did take place and I became an author)


The only way out is through. I have heard this saying a few times lately.

The spiritual journey has many twists and turns and then you come to a place, after much dissolving, after much shedding of what and who we thought we were to something even deeper. The real shedding and crumbling of one's identity.

When life keeps providing us with space, alone time and we have only ourselves for company we have no choice but to go through the experience.

Tuesday, 1 March 2016

Facebook and Twitter COMPETITION - Win Book 1 in 'The Shine Series'

When Everyone Shines But You Kelly Martin


So I don't normally run solely Twitter or Facebook competitions but by way of a change I thought I would give it a go. 

So in the lead up to the 2nd book in 'The Shine Series' I will be giving away 10 digital copies of my first book 'When Everyone Shines But You'.

You can read more about my first book here : 'When Everyone Shines But You'

This competition will run over 1 week starting today.

Good Luck!

HOW TO ENTER:

Thursday, 11 February 2016

Are You Ready For Love? Self-love and Vulnerability

self-love-valentines-day-couple

It's funny, I am not normally bothered about Valentine's Day. I have spent a few years now celebrating 'Quirky Alone Day', a day dedicated to singles who feel empowered being single, but also to couples who want a different way to celebrate this often very commercial time of the year.

Yet as I scrolled Facebook, I saw competitions to enter and the question was often 'What is the best Valentine's present you have ever received?' or 'What is the best Valentine's date you have ever been on?' And something about these questions touched me. 

Yes it may be commercial. Love should be an every day experience, but love has been on my mind lately a lot.

Thursday, 7 January 2016

Scared To Have A Smear?

Women Scared To Have Cervical Smear Test

For a few years I resisted having a cervical smear test. I am in my late thirties. I believed my body would tell me if something was wrong. However I was not in touch with this part of me deeply enough to know its needs.

I put off the smear test for years.

And then I became sexually active in early 2015 and when the condom split I had to go for emergency contraception. At the time I chose the copper coil, probably not something I would choose again, because something about it felt all wrong for my body. As part of getting fitted at the sexual health clinic I had lots of tests done for sexually transmitted diseases as well as a pregnancy test and my first smear test in a very long time.

Thursday, 31 December 2015

What 2015 Taught Me - The Pain, The Heartbreak, The Joy and the Love

New Years Farewell Swan

So 2015 was a whirlwind of change for me. In 2014 I was more on my lonesome, my life was more living in hermitville, until later in that year. I was in a low point, but had some new achievements, but 2015?

What a ride!

Friday, 18 December 2015

Woman and Sex - Are You Honouring Your Body?

Woman and Sex - Are You Honouring Your Body


Next year I turn 40.

In 2015 I had my first experience of 'in love' feelings with a man I dated for 3 months. Before I met this man I had not had physical intimacy in 10 years, yes 10 years!

For a woman it is probably easier than for a man, but I chose this time-out and I know that I needed that time to get to know myself better. As the years went on I would occasionally get pangs of wanting to be held and touched by a man again, but it soon drifted away until my root chakra was awakened for the first time in early 2015.

This power was surging through my body. My kundalini had awakened; it was on the move for the first time in a very long time. I learned to enjoy walking and having my hips sway. I started wearing higher heels for the first time. I felt sensual and sexual for the first time and then I met this man for whom I must have looked like a good catch – an intimacy starved woman.

While I am incredibly grateful for the love I felt in my heart, the pure love from my soul for his soul, I realise I was not in love with his personality, which on looking back was pretty unpleasant and disrespectful to women.

Wednesday, 9 December 2015

Are You Killing Your Inner Child With Perfectionism?

Inner Child Perfection Creativity

'Tis the season to be jolly' apparently right now. Christmas is coming fast and this year I decided to make some gifts for people in a group I am a member of. Crafts and artistic creations.

So I bought all the stuff needed, well I thought I needed, and this afternoon I sat down to start creating.

What Happened?

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